Tired

Basically my life since I got my job. Screwed up my sleeping pattern and everything is just a little whack for me. Waking up at 4am every morning isn't easy at all. Work starting at 6am most days (I do shift work so it depends on what i'm doing on the day) Middle of the day i'm usually fine but then I just drop and just want to nap. It's quite difficult to work at such a pace when you're always tired. 

Hopefully I'll be able to find a new job soon. I mean while I love my workmates, my crew. It's impacting a lot more to me emotionally, physically and mentally. I find it difficult to lose weight when I struggle to pick my head back up after work. I do try. don't think that I dont. And yes I am aware Im whining. I want to whine. Don't tell me not to.